Recovered Bulimic?????

I started purging when I was 14 in 2009. I waited less than one minute after the last bite of a meal, and then I would puke. I would only eat once a day, and purge it all. I went from 145 lbs at 5'9.5" to 111 lbs in two months. I stopped during the summer of 2010, and started again when school started. This time I would binge eat, wait a couple of hours, and purge whatever was left in my stomach. Sometimes I didn't purge at all after consuming AT LEAST 5,000 calories. Obviously I gained weight rapidly, and I maintained a weight of 138-140 as I continued purging. As of March this year, I haven't purged AT ALL, and my body is now used to food again. For a while, the binge eating remained, but now it's calming down and I can eat a healthy 1,200 calories without feeling deprived. I gained all of my weight and then some and I now weigh 159, more than I did before. I was wondering, will my metabolism get back to normal? Purging was the worst chapter of my life, so i am trying to lose weight the healthy way now. However, I am still in "starvation mode", so I am unsuccessful as of right now. If I continue my new healthy lifestyle, will I be able to get my metabolism back up?

Help me understand Isohunt?

Im trying to download the Clannad visual novel off of isohunt but i have no idea what im doing. I have an alright PC which im not afraid to purge with fire and salt if i get a virus or something. Its a windows 7. If someone could give me instructions on how to download and play the clannad game on my computer i would be ever so grateful.

HELP! LOST TAMPON!?!?!?

Okay, so about half an hour ago, i put a tampon in, but it wasnt inserted right, so i took it out & chucked it away. Then, i put another in but it was an applicator one, and the applicator fell of, which just left the tampon in the tube. So, i put the string in a ball thing, and put the applicatior back on, which ment the string wasnt hanging down. i put the tampon in, not thinking about the string and i looked and there was no string! i got scared and wondered if it had fell out on the floor, i couldnt find it. so, i didnt want to use my fingers, so i 'inserted' this CLEAN end of a pen (i washed it before throughely) and it went all the way in, but i didnt insert the actual pen nib lol. im starting to doubt if i even put one in, but im sure i did. please help! im not going to the doctor and i dont want to use my fingers bcus im only 13! HELP!

Where can I buy a Remington 591 or 592 5mm mag rimfire rifle?

I am looking for a Remington 591M or 592M in good to excellent condition for $300-400 depending on the condition and extras that come with it. If its NIB would be willing to go $450-500.

How do I know if it was God who was speaking to me last night?

I think it was Him, and that He said I would become great among many. He talked about me becoming extremely powerful so that I may be equipped to battle Satan and purge our nation of iniquity. However, my uncle was staying at our house in the next room and he sometimes reads his science fiction books out loud. How do I know if it was God or my uncle?

Wheres the power steering filter located and how do I CHANGE IT ON A 1999 FORD TAURUS?

ITS A 1999 FORD TAURUS V-6, 3.0, OVER HEAD CAM I CHANGED THE PUMP AND THE RACK AND PINION AND ITS STILL HARD TO TURN AND PURGES POWERE STEERING FLUID.

Anorexia recovery - Just failed, need help getting back on track?

I'v recovered from ana aswell awhile ago & I know its hard when you're stressed out but try maybe execising more(good stress reliever) or eating healthy rather then not eating. drink tea. try not to worry so much about others & give yourself more credit, you're worth getting better & being happy & that old boyfriend did not deserve you anyways. try joining a sport or "activity", ice skating, horseback riding etc...

I want to buy a fountain pen with gold pointed nib.where can I buy?

About 35 years ago fountain pens,with gold nibs, like Gama .Black-bird etc were available in Chennai for buying as gold price was cheap at that time.But as gold cost is soaring now ,fountain pens with gold-pointed nibs are not sold.But still Iam desperately trying to buy a fountain pen with gold nib ,if available any where .Will you tell me the source?

I'm building a computer?

I ordered everything, and it's coming today. the case (raidmax quantum) and keyboard came today. I hope I do well, but my main question is that should I be really firm with my parts? :/ it sounds dumb, but I tried taking the side cover off my case and It wouldn't come off. All the screws were out. Should I just pull harder? And, is it safe to use a medal screwdriver to unscrew and screw the screws on and off, on all parts like the motherboard?

Will telling my boyfriend about my eating disorder history scare him off?

Well in all honesty, if the eating disorder bothers him and he runs away, he wasn't a good boyfriend for you anyways. A true boyfriend wouldn't care and would accept you for who you are, as cliche as it sounds. So to answer your question, its possible, it all depends on your boyfriend.

What are the potential liabilities of one architectural practice inheriting a project from another?

A client owning a grade 2 listed building in England set in its own grounds achieved planning approval through one architectural firm but later felt they did not have the resources to take the project further and so hired another firm to take on the job to completion. what are the liability implications for the second firm? and what information will be required from the client to develop the scheme? 3.

Telling mom about bulimia?!?

You should definately tell her yourself. The question is, do you WANT to stop being bulimic? And I'm a mom, and if my daughter told me she were bulimic, I would try my very best to get her the help that she needed. I would also "monitor" her every second I got to make sure she were eating and holding it down. I'd probably also try some therapy for the both of us from a professional who could help.

Value of used S&W Model 442-2 revolver?

If I were you I'd scoop up the 442 in 98% cont. for $350, becuase if you oirder from Buds, you're going to pay shipping and whatever your local FFL dealers charges for handing the transfer of the gun, plus local taxes, if any. Likely you will wind up paying over $425+.

I know it's a personal choice, but what would you do?

I'd buy the series 70 Colt, since it's already been shot it's not going to be as highly prized as an unfired one is. If it was going to strictly be a range gun I'd buy it. If I was going to be buying this gun for a daily carry, or duty gun, then I'd probably lean towards the Springfield XD and other less collectible guns.

Why do i have a big ball in my ear?

well i have a huge ball in my ear its hard and firm i pinch it and it gets smaller then gets rite back big again i use to were earrings untill i saw white puss on my clear backs of my earring i think i didnt take them out fo like 2 months cause i was afraid cus i had bad experince with earrings so is it a keloid or cyst

Lipoma's in a teenager?

I have three firm but movable lumps in both of my thighs directly on my hamstring under the skin. I fear its a cancerous growth because the info i have found on Lipomas say they occur in middle aged people and are soft. I have also had swollen lymph nodes and aches in my abdomen as well as lower back. Any help/advice is much appreciated!?

Growth under arm while pregnant? Anyone else?

Should I mention a growth I have under my left arm that is bugging me? It gets worse when I am pregnant and is pea sized and firm...

I need advice buying a stylus pen for my Sony Ericsson x8?

Thing is the X8 is known for a poor touch screen and the bad news is it is designed for fingers and not for a stylus so you may find it even worse by using one of those.

Selling NIB Guns in MN?

Looking for a gunshop in Minneapolis area that anyone would recommend...have new in box Winchester 94's that I need to sell and I know Cabela's and Gander MT will lowball. Thanks for any info

Was I insubordinate or obstinate?

the latter. i think your friend is wrong in what he's saying. not literally, but i think he meant that it looked cocky, but he knows you didn't do it to show off. your boss isn't going to fire you over this, but it did take a hefty toll. the time wasted, probably 30 min, could have been used more conveniently. it really depends on how impatient your boss is. from a scale of 1 to 10: 1 being that he's so patient that it's actually causing problems, like you're skipping days of work and come back with no excuse, and you still are below the line. 5 being that he's a little overly impatient, like a few packages disappear with out a trace, and your not supposed to be watching it, and he fires you. 10, well you know, like someone drops his coffee and he's fired. it depends, but in case, start looking for another job, vaguely though. keep your hopes up, he probably won't fire you.

Falling apart in front of a teacher?

okay so im 14 and i suffer from panic attacks so i know what your going through with the anxiety. i'd say your emotional because of hormones i was exactly the same this year and dealing with other problems to could stress you right out. i cant answer the self harm because ive never gone through that but feeling so sad and crying isnt as bad as you think **** what people think just do what youve got to do, explain to the teachers that your having a **** time and everything is getting on top of you they should cut you some slack then x

How can i say goodbye forever and spark whatever love is left in her?

I'm all packed up and ready to leave the home after 2 years together. She's been seeing another guythe last two weeks and thinks he's everything she's ever wanted. I still love her but she's made it clear she doesn't. We said goodbyes through texts just on the chance we wouldn't see eachother again and she was firm but friendly. Saying I could always talk to her about anything other than us.I think shell be home tonight so I'm wondering what the best way to say goodbye forever is? I would love it if it could spark any emotions in her or make her keep thinking of me so that if she does still love me she might come back. Past experience is welcome.

Are these oakley oil rig real?

i was looking at ebay, and really want these oakley oil rig's wondering if they were the real deal http://cgi.ebay.com/NIB-Oakley-Oil-Rig-Sunglasses-Polished-White-Grey-lens-/330518926895?pt=US_Sunglasses&hash=item4cf476962f#rpdId

How much should I charge for a Wii and accessories?

I have a Wii console (used once), 2 Wii-motes, 2 nun-chucks, 1 motion plus attachment, 2 light saber attachments (NIB), a Sports Kit (NIB), and Gold's Gym Cardio Workout. Does $150 sound fair? Or should I go closer to $100?

Appreciate your thoughts on this situation?

If you don't get the check in the next day or two, hire a lawyer. Sometimes people don't take you seriously until a lawyer gets involved. It would be worth it just to have someone get you real answers instead of this runaround from the company. A lawyer could get in touch with the insurance company and light a fire them to get your money. One other thing I'd suggest is to write your incident to a newspaper that has an investigatory column for people who have been screwed over. We have one where I live, called The Fixer and they look into matters of this sort. Most times they get people their money back and then some.

What is a fuel pump nib?

so i went on ebay to buy a fuel pump for my 2002 nissant sentra GXE and found this fuel pump nib which was very cheap. I bought it without thinking. now that i took my fuel pump out i cant figure a way to use the motor and the filter that came with it with the pump. what i wanted to do was open the pump and see if i could change the filter and the pump on the old one and put it back. but i thought i ask here first before i open the product from its wrap so i can return it if it is not working for me. thanks

What is the best way to deal with bad behaviour from a dog who has been abused?

I would say you're doing things right. One of my little dogs was abused when only a puppy and was left shut in a garden shed for the first few months of her life - the nervousness and timid behavious has never left her, even eight years on, and we're always aware of how things can stress her out so easily, so we try not to use raised voices around her (everyone has to have the odd argument though!) and we do our utmost not to startle her. She is so very well behaved though, so we've never really had to deal with correcting bad behaviour, other than she is very possessive when it comes to her toys, and smacking or any other dominance towards her has not had to be an issue. I think the firm voice and sending to the basket/cushion is the best way forward. Funny how they are out to please you - so they dont like the firm voice, seen as being told off and in bad books.

I hate being left handed?

i hate being left handed! this is such a right hand world, i have to play guitar left handed and buy a specific left handed model, i have to get a special nib for my fountain pen and i keep smudging the bloody ink all the time, i do shooting allot and the bolt action rifles are all right handed..its bloody hard to do a rapid when i have to reach across to pull the bolt back and as im in the CCF the rifle we shoot the sa80 is bullpup and is bloody..guess what..RIGHT HANDED, i have to shoot the bloody thing right handed! and before you ask, my dominant eye is left as well..why doesnt the world think about us lefties at all!?

When a settlement is reached on a personal injury case, to whom is the settlement check made out?

The claimant or the law firm? My lawyer is try to screw me, and I'm trying to learn more to dispute the case effectively. It's causing me a lot of stress! Please help!

I feel a certain way about him... What's it mean?

Every time he hugs me I feel warm and tingly inside..wen we talk I'm happy yesterday we went to a amusement park an he hugged me in public and I didn't feel weird or wanting to hide. We have alot in comin and a few of our friends that know about me and him ( only a few people know because we are both not aloud to date or our pArents would hav our &sses for lunch) were calling us. A married couple. I feel good around him and I don't mind being with him in public. And wen we hang out I don't ever feel mad or sad . And it seems like he likes me alot too nib wat does it mean about what I feel???

Why did my cat do this?

Just a minuet ago I was petting my cat. And then she bit me, but it wasn't like her usaual (sp) bites. This one was a little nib and her bites are usely hard.

(serious prob)being blank for few mins and again becomin normal?

a frnd of mine have this prob...may be some brain prob..he goes blank for few mins..he wt be able to speak nor listen...he jus makes a sound and stares...nd after few nibs he satrs sweating badly nd becomes normal..nd he wnt knw that he went through that...ppl plz suggest me wt to do and y is dis prob..plz help

Why does my friend get so upset when I say his mom has a nice ***?

I tell him his mom has a nice firm *** that I'd like to grab and smack and that I'd like to purple nurple her nice rack. Why does this get him so pissed off?

What should i do about her ex contacting her?

theres nothing you can do, step your game up and you wont have to worry. if i was him and you called me you would be meeting me in person next. shes right and might just be saving your ***

Getting fat? or just bloating?

It's being pregnant, not getting fat :) Most girls start to get that little pudge about 3 months, but if you're more petite, it could start to show a little earlier, even if you don't notice it yet.

Moms was I wrong for being upset?

Hes 27 but he spends his time riding his bike? Tell the lazy *** douche to get off his *** and get a job. Then go for himl.

Strange lump in throat?

Last year I noticed a lump on my neck underneath my jaw bone while I was sick. Someone said it was probably just a very swollen gland so I didn't worry about it. It never actually went away, but recently it has grown a lot larger and is very visible. It's slightly firm to the touch and there is no pain. Any ideas as to what this is or how serious it could be?

Why wont my Hanvon graphics tablet pen move the mouse cursor?

Same with my wacom tablet. I am so pissed off. Its as if the 'mouse button' is constantly clicked in, so i drag and select everything constantly, its useless. I think its my pen thats wasted, but I live in South Africa, and to get a new pen is such a hassle I might as well get a new tablet, fkn sensitive bullshit!

Why does my friend get so upset when I say his mom has a nice ***?

I tell him his mom has such a nice firm ***, and I'd like to smack it hard. I also say I'd like to purple nurple her because of her nice rack. Why does this upset him?

Copic Marker nibs keep getting stained?

I have been using Copic Markers as I am a carttonist/illustrator....Howhever, my nibs on my lighter colored markers (Eggshell, Milky WHite, Maize, etc.) keep getting an ugly black stain on the tipnof the nib. This doesn't affect the actual color of the ink, but it is really annoying. I only use sakura microns and the actual Copic brand multiliner SPs. My nibs, nonetheless, keep getting stained black...

Whats the best way to say goodbye to my ex?

I'm all packed up and ready to leave the home after 2 years together. She's been seeing another guythe last two weeks and thinks he's everything she's ever wanted. I still love her but she's made it clear she doesn't. We said goodbyes through texts just on the chance we wouldn't see eachother again and she was firm but friendly. Saying I could always talk to her about anything other than us.I think shell be home tonight so I'm wondering what the best way to say goodbye forever is? I would love it if it could spark any emotions in her or make her keep thinking of me so that if she does still love me she might come back. Past experience is welcome.

With government spending out of control, was this an important news story?

How dare you bring up this distraction when everyone knows you want to kill grandma and Feinstein is just trying to stop you, you granny killer you.

How do i handle this and what should i do?

theres this girl who i like soo much and i think about her all day every day. im almost certain that she likes me too. we went to the jr prom together this year. the thing thats been driving me crazy is that i have done all the initiating through texts, facebook messages, etc lately. she hasnt started a convo with me in a while. when we do talk tho her responses are long and she keeps the conversation going always. i havent texted her since saturday hoping she would but she hasnt yet. I already tried this 2 weeks ago and i got as far as a week without talking to her but then i caved. should i just stay firm and wait for her to text me first or should i cave again? its been really difficult not talking to her the last few days but i feel like im annoying her if im the one always initiating. what should i do? help is much appreciated

Wacom Bamboo Pen Nib Problem?

My pen nib is reallllllllly short, like I can't even pull it out. Is there any way to pull it out ? Like a secret thing I'm missing ? Otherwise, I'm gonna have to buy a new pen = A=;; and I've had this for about 2 months....

I Told My Best Friend About My Eating Disorder?

I think it is good that you let her know. And for worrying about her it might take some time for her to trust you or she just needs a little help bringing it out in the open. I do agree that it is easy to talk about things like this online so that's where I would bring it up. Make sure she knows that your there for her and will not judge her. Soon she should open up but if not go to a trusted adult and talk to them. Even though you will feel like a snitch it might just save her life. Sorry to here about this a good luck with her and your health.

Master of Accountancy?

I believ u sd stick to ure current post n status rathr thn doin masters in accountncy if u wnted to do tis thn whts d use of tking sci n working so hard instead go ahead fo m tech in ure feild provides bter job opportunities!Rock hard:)

Is this going to be really unhealthy for my child?

please oh please you need to stop! you need to eat and you cant purge! please dont do that anymore! youll kill the baby! you need to gain weight or you will both die! please get help! tell your parents! you cant do that anymore! as a mother now you need to think about your baby. you need to think of the gift god has given you.

Bulimics: How long did it take for you to get tooth decay?

I'm not bulimic, but for over a year i've used throwing up to get rid of unwanted calories, but only occasionally like once every month or 2. For the past 6 weeks i've gotten worse and can't stop, i only purge once or twice a week though. I don't always binge i just feel guilty for eating even if i've eaten little enough to lose weight, i guess i feel like i've eaten more cuz i only eat once a day, so maybe it does count as a binge. I'm being really careful and rinsing my mouth with baking soda after purging to neutralise the acid and not brushing my teeth for a while after and trying to drink loads of water before i purge to dilute the acid. Will any of this help? I know it's really bad for me but i can't stop and don't want cavities and i know it messes up your insides too, i don't know how to stop and don't want counselling again or to tell anybody, i'm going to deal with it myself. How long did it take for you to start having problems with your teeth and how often do you or did you purge? Sorry posted in the wrong section before. Thanks :)

Where can I buy a G-pen and how much are they?

G-pen with the nib. I want to learn how to draw with it,so I can practice to be manga artist. Also what kind of paper should I use?

My mom refuses to help me get help for my bulimia because she thinks I'm lying. Please help!?

I have been for three years. I did it to have some control in my life. And I have severe issues with self image. I understand that I need help and so I finally got up the courage (it took me three months) to tell my mom. And then she said that I was doing it for attention. I was like, "Umm I kept it a secret for three years, if I wanted attention I would've made it a big deal!" And then she was like, "oh come on gimme a break you just made it up just now, I've never heard you throw up, I bet your too scared to stick my fingers down your throat." And I was like "first of all why would I make that up? Second, I obviously didn't do it whn you were around and you learn to not make noises when you do it alot. And third, you want me to ******* show you? Because I'm extremely capable." And she STILL thinks I'm making t up and she doesn't want to spend money on residential treatment (which is the only thing that will help at this point) or just simple therapy because she insists I'm lying and she doesn't wanna waste her time and money. I'm just trying to get help. I'm so scared that this disease is making me spiral out of control and I can't really treat it until my mother believes me, what do I do? Its gotten to the point where i purge three or four times a day. Thanks

Adolf Hitler....good christian?

In order to be a good Christian all you have to do is believe in Jesus, your actions don't matter one jot according to Christian dogma. So I can only presume that, yes, he was a good Christian and is now enjoying an eternity of bliss in Heaven.

Boyfriend dilemna help!!!!!!..guy drama,depressed and in need of medical help ...ughh?

soo here is the deal.Me and my bf have been together for 4 yrs,This past year our relationship hs been hard on and off and on and off.It's been really hard for us.Now latelty it's been different day by day we have been repairing and working on our relationshi[ things have been getting better.I love him alot,and care bout my bf,and support him 100 percent.The thing is I can;t stop thinking bout him..While me and my bf were on break,I meet somebody I made friends with and things well here is the story.I meet this person from one of my really good friends,we knew each other back in h.s. we meet three times,back then I was fat so things were different.Since then things changed,now I got slim toned and takes care of myself,so meet in march of this yr.I taught of him as just a friend.We chilled talked,he friend request me on fb I accept we talked on fb chat,and then it led to texts and phone calls 24/7 falling asleep on the phone,I see him as just a friend but then I started to realize why does he do these things call me,text me,hang out with me,take for long walks,go to the park look at random stuff ect ect.All my friends would tell me he likes you janet,and I would be like no no.IBut then I feel for him,I grew attacthed I started seeing him more and more,he made me realize soo many things,a couple of months ago I would never like a guy like him,But he made me realize looks arent everything ,let's put it this way my bf is expectionally good looking tall handsome white boy looks like he could be in a cover of gq if he could,whereas the other boy is just a short chinese boy not the best looking but has mad swag,artsy,raps,tags,skateboard,and spins at parties.By the way the boy is 19 I am 20 and my bf is 23.Me and him stopped talking,I decided to just dead him,cause I realized he's nothing more of a manipulator,a dog and just used me for his instant gratifications and making his fantasy of hooking up with "hot latina" come true.I told him this last time we spoke he told me I am ****** up **** u and you could never ever understand how I feel,in my heart blah blah.Now we don;t talk,I don't want to talk to him,but I do miss him terribly,I felt for him,he always crosses my mind,the most vivid memory is that we had on coney island beach this was in may we laid together under the sand,we were listening to kid cudi and we held hands and kissed for so long.We stopped talking becuase of a major issues that happend three weeks ago,which consinted of me blacking out,him dropping me ect ect.I can't stop thinking bout him, I still remember the raps he would rap to me,or the things he would tell me in my ear,I hate it I just want to stopped thinking bout him.I still remember last time we spoke was last week he called me I did not want to talk and we did for a bit,he said he missed me soo much and this and that but I do not believe him one bit. I hate the fact we became friends in the first place.It sucks.And now me and my bf are going out again we are no longer on a break this occured while me and him were on a break.So it's like ugh.I just wish I can stop thinking bout him and it makes me more mad is that I know the other guy I prbly don't even cross his mind,He prbly is laughing at me.I can't take it.That's why I deleted him of my fb aim and deleted his number I tried to stay as far away as possible.Ugh...on top of that I am depressed,I keep eating and I am letting myself go,and everytime I hang out with my bf all I do is pass out and knock out and sleep,I don't have the energy to work out no more nor the ambition.I really love my bf,but I am depressed I eat,and then today I purged,I feel fat and ugly.On top of that I had my period twice this may,the second one in may my period lasted for 9 days and then a week later I had it again this june,and it was all tint brown light blood for 5 days and no red blood and lots of cramping and swollen boobs I think there's something wrong insdie me,I hate how I feel now,I feel like ****,my motivation and energy to workout is gone.And it's even worse last night my bf was like looking at himself in the mirror ans is like I look soo good now damn my skin is glowing and he looks at me,and he's like you look fine.I turned around and started to cry...ughh ughh when will I feel happy again?

What are some high protein options for vegetarians.?

I am a more recent vegetarian and I am getting bored of tofu and you can only eat so much peanut butter. also the mushy-ness of tofu is sort of gross. i have been eating more veggie/ boca burgers but their sort of bland. is there a more firm protein option. i was looking online and i saw tempeh i was curious is if was any good as well?

Weight loss help! I've tried everything even bulimia?

I thought purging worked well up until today when I knew it'd still made me gain weight... And I do want to do it the healthy way because I love salad and soup and stuff. But i just can't seem to get thinner. I'm 119 lbs now, and I just want to get down to 110 or not even. Tips please?

I am fourteen please help me I feel like I'm about to die..?

I am bulimic (just the purging) and have been for about a year and I'm also anorexic and have been for two years. Okay so I was already feeling lightheaded so I ate something and then I purged it and a shitload of blood came out and that usually doesn't happen and I feel so lightheaded now and I purged over 30 minutes ago but my throat still burns so bad that I almost scream when I try to talk but if I scream then it will excruciating. Whenever I move my head up or down a whole bunch of brown spots cloud my vision for like ten seconds. My stomach hurts and I feel so dizzy I can't walk. I was about to call my parents but for some reason I cannot remember my moms cellphone number, I don't know why, probably because I am so dizzy, I can't remember which number in my headnis my best friend's, sister's, or mom's. My parets went out to dinner with friends and won't be back till like midnight, it's 10:30 now. Should I wait and see if this passes or call 911? I all the sudden feel tired but I'm afraid if I go to sleep I will die. It's a very sudden fatigue. SHOULD I CALL 911, IT'S THE ONLY NUMBER I CAN REMEMBER? Help me I'm begging. Thanks.

Husband has lost interest in sex?

I recommend you try scheduling sex. Talk with him and set a day and time. Then, he will be responsible for meeting the schedule.

How can i stop bulimia?

Today I binged on chips and the chip got stuck in my throat whilst purging. i almost blacked out. I need to stop. I know that i won't purge if I don't binge. Any ways to reduce cravings so they don't lead full out bingeing. I need to lose weight still and want to do it in a healthy way. My goal is to lose 30 lbs. I weigh 200 and i'm 6 ft. I'm a serious basketball player, I lift weights and do weight training every other day. I am a 13 year old girl, which is even scarier. I don't want to lose my life to this soul sucking disease. I just want to lose my tummy fat. Any help is welcome.

Have I recovered from my eating disorder yet?

I don't know, but if I were you I would have a bit more variety of foods. It's not about total calories but vitamins and etc. You could perhaps trade a mini-bread for a fruit and something else for a glass of milk? Basically you are just eating bread, rice and honey.

Does anyone know how to throw up/vomit/purge?

im not gonna lie and say "oh i swallowed something bad" or something like "i feel sick and need to get it over with" ok. Just tell me my answer straight forward and to the point so you and i can get on with our lives and you can get your points. Oh and no lectures PLEASE i know everything trust me i did a whole fcking report on ALL types of Eating Disorders and did reasearch on every single one of them so please no dont waste my time cause i wont read them. And plus im not even trying to loose weight so it doesnt even matter

I don't know what to do with our pitbull please help.?

Our 9month old pitbull plays very very rough, she jumps and nibs anyone, even me. I mean I feed her right, took care of her and this is what she gave us back? i tried every suggestion. I don't want to give up on her. She jumps and bite, then jump and bite over and over again, she even rips my brother's T-shirt and left some bite wounds at the side of his stomach. I usually chain her to keep her from harming any of us. If i get her loose it's like all hell breaks out. There is no sign of aggression, She just plays, and chews everything around her, from our motorcycle, to our car. She's turning to be, somewhat "dangerous"..What should i do, I really don't think hurting her is gonna work. Y_Y

Is NIB "New in Box" or "Not in Box"?

I have been selling items on eBay that are in their original packaging as NIB because I thought it meant "New in Box", but as I was sending something, my Dad asked me why I wrote NIB when it was in a box. He told me he always thought it meant "Not in Box". It hadn't occurred to either of us that both use the same abbreviations... Which is it? Is he right or am I?

Can you replace the pen for intuos4 pen tablet without buying a whole new Tablet?

For the intous4 pen tablet is there just replaceable pens I can buy? and I'm not asking about nibs, I asking is it possible to buy a replacement Pen itself without having to buy a new tablet?

What is body dysmorphic disorder?

Hi I have been "bulimiarexic" (no binging just restricting & purging) for over a year now. My parents don't know only my bestfriend Tara does. And my other bestfriend Lindsay knows too (she's a few years older than me). I'm 14. I read something on a pro recovery anorexia site about body dysmorphic disorder. Idk what it means but do you think I may have it too? God I hope not. Anyways I personally think my thighs are huge and for a long time people would not argue because it was the damn truth but now they're like "you are either joking or mental if you think they are big." But for real when I look in the mirror I see my huge hips and huge thighs and my obnoxiously large butt. But everyone says that I am not fat. People tell me I'm too skinny. But I think they are trying to make me feel better because how could I not see something other people can? Please help me. Do I have body dysmorphic disorder along with my ED? Because if I do then if I get it treated then maybe my ED will stop. God I hope it does, it is hell. Is there meds or intensive therapy that will help me with my awful self image? Thank you. This is ruining my life and I really want help.

Is this depersonalisation?

Depersonalise is where you feel disconnect from yourself where you feel as if your looking at yourself outside the body.you do show sign of it but go to the gp

My boobs are bigger than i'd like..?

Im 16 and im a 36 C bra size . But im not digging em too much. Theyr nt exactly firm and beautiful as i wud like. Of course i cnt get breast reduction.. What can i do?

Am I anorexic? How to tell my mom?

At 5'2 and 111 pounds you have the perfect weight. Ewwww! 95 pounds is NOT Pretty at 5'2. It is not a dream, unless you want to look like a science room skeleton. Yes, you do have anorexia.

Could i be pregnant? position of my cervix is confusing me a little bit?

I am having a few signs of pregnancy...but like you all know those are signs of AF coming as well. My period is due in about 2 to 3 days and the position of my cervix is VERY high, OPEN, and sort of firm. Ive been reading about it on the internet and it says right before your period it should be very low and closed. Just wondering if this is a sign of pregnancy or maybe it just varys depending on the woman. Educated Answers Only please!

Am I going to get ink poisoning from this?

I got a steak knife, the jagged ones and I started scratching at my skin with it to make outlines of a tattoo a band member has it says "High Five" on the palm of his hand. The scratches aren't deep, the top layer of skin on some parts of the scratches can fold over, it's really thin, like a piece of paper, so I turned over the tiny bit of skin and only the first layer was cut, not the second, so I was like okay, there wasn't any blood pouring out of the skin either, and when I folded over the top layer of skin there was no ink of the second layer of skin, so hopefully I'm okay. But I really don't wanna get ink poisoning because I'm only 14 and yes I'm stupid for doing this, but please tell me, am I going to get poisoned from this? I took the nib out of a pen and blobbed it over my hand.

Bamboo tablet pen tip not working?

I've had my Wacom bamboo fun tablet for a while now and for some reason the tip of the pen isn't working. The eraser and buttons work fine but the the tip isn't working. I've changed the nib and it's still failing. Is it broken or is there something I can do to fix it?

HELP!! (period)-- read for more info.?

Your boobs might shrink a little. And know that's not true. But if two girls have their period and they hang out alot they could have their period at the same time - this has been proven. And I could mean it's about to come but u can't judge when u will get ur period on just ur disharge. It also matters if u have pubic hair etc... And no it's not an overnight process it takes time. Good luck an ps u do not want it it's a hassel..

Which is better? a design-build firm, or a separate designer and builder for a home addition/remodel?

We are planning a renovation--remodeling the kitchen, tearing down a wall, redoing the entry way, and adding a family room--to make a "great room" (kitchen/family/dining). we are debating between a separate architect/designer, or a design-build combo....thoughts?

How late is too late to send out invites?

My moms office normally has a firm party on july 4th. But we werent originally going to do it and we want to now. Is it too late to send out invites if i send them tomorrow? And would it be tacky to do so by email?

Where can I buy Higgins Eternal Ink in Manila?

All leading bookstores in Manila do not carry this ink. Where can I buy Higgins Eternal Ink? I will be using it for calligraphy, specifically copperplate calligraphy using dip pen nibs.

Is my addiction to food unhealthy?

I constantly think about food. I just want to eat all the time and everything sounds delicious. If I pass up a meal I feel guilty about it later and obsess over it. I'm not disgusted with myself nor do I purge. Im just wondering if it's unhealthy for me to eat too much. I only weigh 95 lbs, and as much as I eat I don't gain 1 lb. If anything I will lose a pound or 2. I don't get it. Do I have an eating disorder? Or do I just love food?

Saxophone Embouchure Help!?

I've recently switched to saxophone from oboe because of marching band. however, adjusting the embouchure is quite difficult for me. the oboe's requires a very firm one, while saxophone is quite loose. do you know of any ways that I can help loosen my embouchure so playing low notes is easier?

What eating disorder is this? is it anorexia?

you definitely have the thoughts of an anorexic. you are also quite thin. your BMI is like 17.7 which IS considered underweight. a "normal" BMI is between 18.5 - 24.9. I would talk to a school councelor or have your parents send you to a therapist.

Is this doll available in a different character?

Of course Bubbles is part of the same series. The different outfit she has on is her pj's, which they all wear in some episodes. If I were your cousin I'd be happy with the Bubbles you found. Hope I helped :D

How much raw cacao would it take?

... to be lethal to a 40-60 lbs. dog? How much to make them seriously ill? This is just so I know in case of emergency. I'm talking about raw, unprocessed, 100% cacao nibs.

Which of the following does a monopoly control, that a perfectly competitive firm does not control?

Pretty much everything because customers have no alternatives, forcing them to buy from that company with little influence by price, supply, and quality/technology. Example: phone prices were horrible when there was only a monopoly; the government busted it up into smaller companies and everything, especially prices, improved.

What is this white spot on my tongue?

i have one little white spot on left side of tongue it has been there for about a week now its only the size of a pen nib. i just wondered if this is a common thing to get?? thanks

Purged again..stupid eating disorder?

I purged 2 times today..I suffer from anorexia and bulimic tendencies...I just had a piece of toast, 2 bowls of cereal, orange juice and 4 tbsp of peanut butter..I threw that up..And I'm planning on not going to bed because I ate this late and I'm going to make sure I burn those extra calories I had..my question is how do I go back to my healthy eating? I uses to do soo good and now I'm finding myself back into my old routine...I need a boost!!

Pump action .22 magnum or .17hmr rifle?

i am looking fora pump action rifle in .22WMR or .17HMR, i would like to know of a price for one NIB or a used one thats is in decent shooting condition. if you could also list manufacturers and Model Numbers. thank you

Will a newer version tablet nib work on an older model?

touchscreens have different settings, like on the iphone you cant use a pen and on other devices you have to use a pen, get a few cheapass pens from a dollar store or something mostly will work or order a newer one from an official dealer

How were atheists treated in Saint Petersburg (Russia) during the Great Purge ?

Being atheists was possibly a help as the Soviet regime was secular, but of more concern was whether you were considered a threat to the regime, whether someone who disliked you had informed on you to the NKVD (forerunner of the KGB) or whether you had accidentally said something derogatory about Stalin or the Soviet Union. During the purges even the suspicion that you might be a threat was enough, and even being known to be a friend of a suspect could land you in the Gulags.

How could the government gives more job opportunities to the people?

the only way to give out more jobs to its people, is to get rid of illegals and foreign "help", like China. That's the only way. But, of course, outside help is a lot cheaper, so why not keep it? It is a shame, but it will always be about money, and the less we spend on labor, the more we can keep.

Starve/workout fast results?

Female 18 5'8 140 not toned slightly flabby not overweight or fat but I'm "soft" lol I want to be firm and toned. Will consuming 1000 calories (green, fruits, meat) and intense cardio and weightlifting get me fast results? I just want muscles

Finance degree from UIC?

Which companies recruit from UIC? Right out of college, will you get a job from the top 4 accounting firms or maybe FDIC, etc? I heard UIC has a solid business program but not amazing.

Bamboo Pen + Touch pressure sensitivity problem!?

I got Wacom Bamboo pen and touch for Christmas and I installed everything! It worked fine for a few days and then my pen pressure went out. No matter what brush I use it just comes out a thin line. I changed the nib and it still doesn't work! Help??!

What are some ways to exfoliate and firm loose skin from home?

I have lost weight and now have a large amount of loose skin. I prefer not having skin removal surgery so I was wondering if anyone knew ways to firm skin from home... I need as many ways as possible .

I just purchased a 12 inch Shirley Temple Doll for my wife and need to find the right stand for the doll ?

Personally, I keep my NIB dolls in their boxes, but if you want to buy a stand, I would go to a local craft store like Michael's, if you have one in your area, they usually have an assortment of sizes, you can take the doll (or just her measurements) with you to get the correct size.

What type of ink to I use for manga?

I have all the nibs and a couple nib holders and some Deleter paper. Now what brand of ink do you recommend for inking manga. Also, what type of markers do I use for black fills?

Why won't anyone answer my question?

Probably because you are in the Marriage and Divorce section and this really doesn't pertain to being married...just a guess though.

Can any of these laptops run WoW?

WOW is terrible, get outside and enjoy yourself. Stop wasting your life on some stupid game pretending you are a butt goblin. A little sunshine now and then never hurt anybody.

How do you clean pen nibs?

I use winsor metallic ink with a nibbed pen to draw. Can I clean them with soap and water or do I need a special cleaning solution. thanks Emily

Why the judge break his pen nib whenever the court sentence the death penalty ?

The judge just used that pen to sign the death warrant. He does not want to ever have to use that pen again, so he breaks it.

Ideas for a tattoo to symbolize a new chapter in my life?

You have a long *** question. I only read about a sentence into it but a good idea is to get something from your past on your back so it symbolizes leaving it behind you

How much is NIB Glock 17L worth?

I am buying a g17L, unfired NIB. It has the two factory mags and two 30rd hi cap mags as well. I am going to pay $800... am I getting ripped off? Please note that this gun was discontinued in 98 and its replacement 34 is selling for about 600 but has a shorter barrel, and well simply put - isnt a 17L.

I've been eating so much junk food today and my face is breaking out, how do I clear my face?

I've been eating Nibs, Cheese puffs, Cheese and sour cream chips and stuff like that, and my skin is paying the consequences, how do I clear up my face quickly?

Why wouldn't a car dealership have a bill of sale to give me?

I hold power of attorney for a relative and sold her luxury car back to the dealership she bought it from -- they paid me, the check cleared, they said they'd return the plates, and when they sent me the check, I thought the bill of sale would be included, but it wasn't. The guy I sold it back to, who was wonderful throughout the entire transaction, was suddenly hard to get in touch with, would return a phone call but not leave a message, then I finally sent a firm email and the reply was they didn't exactly have a bill of sale, but he'd put something together for me, and that was a week ago and nothing. I've only traded in cars, never sold one before, and as POA, I need a bill of sale, what's going on here that I'm missing, it's a well known and reputable dealership. Thanks for any help.

I don't know how to share my eating disorder with my friends and family?

Just find a good time to tell them and find a way to make it less awkward, like writing them a letter or something.

Did Joseph Stalin support religious education in Saint Petersburg (Russia) during the Great Purge ?

No, as 106,300 priests, nuns and monks were executed in the Great Purge (1937-1938). The Soviet Union had a policy of state atheism (Gosateizm).

How do i assemble this calligraphy pen?

I have a nice calligraphy set, but I can't put the pen together, and the instructions are not detailed enough. The set has nibs attached to what looks like a pen bottem. Then there is a tube which is small at the end and contains some kind of rubber thing. Then there is ink cartridges and a part you screw over the pen to cover it.....

Why is it "bad" that my husband works in a restaurant?

So, my "wonderful" extended family is having a BBQ for the 4th, and everyone is invited! Except for me and my husband, of course. When it's JUST family, we are always invited, but when people outside the family are present (people to impress!), we are not included in a vary blatant way. My family fits the bill of "affluent conservative republicans" to a T. I am the little, unspoken "black mark" on my family tree because I grew up and married someone I loved, not for the money. The very same reason my parents were outcasts for many many years (my dad married a woman who wanted to be a housewife instead of a lawyer! Gasp!). The whole issue is about the fact my husband is happy working in a restaurant, and I'm happy working retail part time. It would be generous to say we earn half of what the next lowest earning member of my family does combined, yet somehow, were the only one of my "generation" (my cousins and second cousins) who have never had to ask for monetary help. We don't have 3 brand new Mercedes in the driveway, but we've also never carried debt, have an actual savings account, and actually have time to spend together after work and on weekends. We budget our money well, and while we don't have luxuries like tv, we do save on our gym memberships by taking hikes and going camping all the time (much better than any tv in my opinion). Our jobs are low stress, and we leave work where it belongs- at work! We live simply, and that's how we like it. We are adults, taking care of ourselves just fine, I just don't understand why we are so embarrassing. My cousin and his wife spent so frivolously after getting married, they went from a few thousand in student loan debts to the verge of declaring bankruptcy in 3 years. One cousin works for a big law firm, and I wouldn't be shocked if he's doing something a little more than unethical to advance as fast as he has past more qualified people (he couldn't even pass the bar!). My husband gets the brunt of the negativity, since he is the man of the house. He's not selling crack to kids, he works a honest, normal job. My family has done many shameful things over many generations, I don't think the guy who is hard working and tries his best to always do the right thing is the problem here. It just makes me so angry we can't be seen by their friends. .I'm tired of their bulls***, and I'm thinking this really is the final straw, and we will probably just cut contact with them. This has been going on for years, and I'm just so fed up. I mean, what would you do with a family like this? It's not my parents, it's my aunts and uncles and cousins. Over my entire life, none of us have ever really gotten along anyways, I just don't see any point in talking to these people anymore. My moms side is very close, and not part of the problem, but my dads side, I just don't care about. What would you do?

Fineliner mark on bed HELP!?

I accidentally left the nib of a red Stabilo finerliner on my duvet and now it has spread, tried rubbing it with a racewipe but that just made it worse, any ideas of how to get rid of it?

Am I anorexic? Please help?

You have an eating disorder and are on the road to anorexia although you wouldn't be diagnosed anorexic just now because you are not underweight. This is unhelpful because it makes some people feel they have to be a certain weight to deserve help and a label. I understand that you have a dream weight in your head but the nature of eating disorders is that if you get to that weight you'll realise your life is still the same, worse in fact because you now have a serious illness to cope with. So you make up a new dream weight and the nightmare continues. You need to speak to a therapist and work on your self esteem. A healthy, happy person does not need to be a certain weight to be considered pretty. You are clearly not coping with life just now. If you sort this out now, there is no reason why you won't turn out to be a healthy happy girl. Carry on down this road and you will destroy your future. Believe me, I've been there and lost ten years of my life to the illness and will never have children now as a result. Don't do that to yourself. Get some help.

Why am I so obssesed about boobs?

What is it about the male psyche and the female mamaries? What is it that attracts us oh so ever closer to its nib to the point of refreshin ones thirst from the sweet savourin taste of its salty sweat on its supple and bumpy soft skin?

TTC am i pregnant..?

If your pregnant then the test will tell you whether you are bleeding are not. Go to the doctor and get it done there because if you aren't pregnant then something else is up.

My 4 month old puppy keep biting everything how do I get her to stop? ?

I know she is teething and I have bought her toys. Ill even play with her so she has something to do. She'll play for a while then goes off and bites my couch, or hides under the couch to bite something else! I've moves all wires off the floor but somehow she still got to my iPhone charger (that now do not work)! My dining room table and chair are wood and now all messed up because she has been eating them. Another thing she is fixed on is toes?! She nips at, mainly, my boyfriend's and my toes in a playful way but it hurts and I say "No! No bite! Bad" in a firm voice, pull her away and give her one of her toys. She is very smart for a puppy she knows it wrong but does it anyway. I don't want her to be afraid of me I don't know what else to do, I need some help...

Why does my friend get so upset when I say his mom has a nice ***?

I tell him his mom has such a nice firm ***, and I'd like to smack it hard. I also say I'd like to purple nurple her because of her nice rack. Why does this upset him?

Is this an okay short story? its for my coursework - original writing?

Okay umm wow. I usually don't care how long questions are but this time I gotta say way too long. But read quite a bit of it. From what I read it was extraordinary writing.